Have You Ever

Have You Ever
Have you ever wondered which hurts the most
s
aying something and wishing you hadn't or Saying nothing and wishing you had?
I g
uess the most important things are the hardest things to say.
Do
n't be afraid to tell someone you love them.
If
you do, they might break your heart...if you don't, you might break theirs.
Hav
e u ever decided not 2 become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person?
Your
heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't.
Y
ou can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own....
whe
n you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to.
Have y
ou ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you?
T
oo many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much...
for f
ear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all.
Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle?
We te
ll lies when we are afraid...
afra
id of what we don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us.
But
every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger.
Li
fe is all about risks and it requires you to jump.
Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done, or could have had.
What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say good-bye?
What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there?
What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them?
Peop
le live, but people die.
So,
I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life,
yo
u are special to me and you have made a difference in my life, I look up to you, respect you,
truly cherish you , most of all I CARE about YOU!!

# Posté le mardi 20 janvier 2009 05:53

My Broken Heart

My Broken Heart
Too Many Unwiped Tears

Th
at E m p t y Feeling

P
ain. Lots and lots and lots and lots of pain. So deep it cuts into your very being. Leaving scars that will last long after the pain.

When more
time is spent on the person you love than you would ever spend on yourself. Even if they would never give you the same sacrifice, and couldn't care less what your time is spent on.

No matter what you w
ill always believe there is hope. And you despise yourself for it.

When your H
eart has been ripped out, and ignored, yet still can't let go.

Wh
en you would do anything for your love... Even if it means that you can't love them.

When you try to find new ways to hate them. Becuase then at least it wouldn't hurt so much.

When ever
ything is out of your control.

When you ca
n't say why you love them, and to you that's the strongest love anyone can ever have.

When you realize that you can never, ever have them...again...

When yo
u have finally hit the lowest low. And no one can bring you up, and anyone who can will never be there.

When you care so much abo
ut the person you forget about everything else completely, even your health and wellbeing.

When you
sit and write something like this crying to yourself, and wondering why you are so pathetic.

When you
can't sleep at night becuase when you close your eyes, they are standing there to remind you that you are alone.

Wh
en you feel all these feelings, but are too afraid to tell them, becuase you're scared they might not care. And the truth is they probably won't.

When you feel th
eir presence everywhere. But you don't want to because it's just another reminder of how far away they really are.

When the p
ain is so great, you feel that giving up altogether is th only choice, when really you have so much to live for.

W
hen they have told you that they don't love you. And you would do anything to say those same words...and mean it.

But the only words that you can say are:

I love yo
u, and no matter what happens I will still love you and I still think of you all the time. I know it means nothing to you, but you mean everything to me.




# Posté le lundi 05 janvier 2009 16:38

Promise Me

promise me.... that's all I want.
just a promise that you will never forget me.
tell me I changed you somehow.
let me know that I had an impact on your life.
promise me that you'll always remember me.
losing you was hard enough.
but, I don't want to go on knowing I meant absolutely nothing to you.

bet you'll never remember
what i'll never forget...*

# Posté le jeudi 04 septembre 2008 18:53

I've Learned...

Ive learned that....

There's always going to be that one thing you
wish for, but never get; that one mistake you
can never take back & most of all, that one
memory you would do anything for,
just to have it again.

AND : the love you can't have
lasts the longest
feels the strongest
and hurts the deepest!!

# Posté le jeudi 04 septembre 2008 18:34

Random Cute~ness....

Random Cute~ness....

# Posté le jeudi 04 septembre 2008 18:26